Shoes and running

Today was the annual clean out my running shoes closet day. Total count 18 . . . after clean-out 10 . . . actually 4 are now lawn, mowing, work time shoes. 6 running, of the 6 running shoes, 2 I bought yesterday, one pair I may need to return they hit me funny on my ankle and dig in . . . the store has a pretty good exchange policy, but I have still be careful and just worn them for a few minutes around the house, I'll put them on again to just make sure my feet won't adjust to them.

Today turned out to be a two a day running. This morning at 7:45 went 5.5 miles with Billie and Caroline. This evening was the 1 hour and 45 minute ATP workout . . . gotta to love those 1200.

I talked with my husband this evening. This is his week to be in Martinez but will be picking him up at the airport tomorrow night.

Time to post something, anything . . .

Time for a change. I feel like I am the most emotionally strong than I have ever been before. I thought I was doing just fine before, but I am better than fine now. Instead of feeling guilting of setting a boundary and following it through. I feel a sense of being successful. I always thought I needed to take care of others and was responsible for their actions . . . and you know what I am not.

Class Reunion

A couple of weeks ago I attended my 30 year class reunion. 80 of the 240 classmates were there with 40 guests. Nearly everyone looked pretty much the same . . . a few people came up to me that until they spoke I had absolutley no clue who they were. My senior year of high school my life went from being focused and knowing who I was to I'm not sure. I lost a piece of who I was and don't know if I will ever find it again. My life is good and if losing a piece of who I was enabled me to have the life I have now . . . it may have been worth it. Funny there was one particular classmate I've been looking for at least a year, he was that little ray of sunshine that just makes things better. I could not locate him. Another friend showed and one of the first things he said was Dan wanted me to tell you hi . . . I immediatetly retrived his e-mail from Tim and with minutes of leaving the reunion I e-mailed him asking what he had been doing the last 30 years we have been catching up the last 30 years. Life is good.